This submission to Post Secret makes me so, so sad. It makes me sad as a human. But it especially makes me sad as a mother.
I am probably what most would consider to be a liberal mother. Basically the only rule we have in this house is to be respectful to yourself and to others. Period. In my opinion, that's pretty much the only rule that you need. It's almost like an umbrella that covers everything that's really important. And it works for us.
Everything else pretty much goes. I think that being creative and silly and having no inhibitions is such a beautiful part of childhood that we somehow (unfortunately) lose as adults. So I let Madd express himself in as many ways as he wants to. I think that this has allowed him to truly form (and continously form) his personal identity.
So, when he picked up the loose powder finish I apply to my face everyday and asked if he could put some on, I didn't think twice. Of course you can. Here, let mommy show you how to do it. And then we topped it off with some shimmery lipgloss.
The week before when he wanted my sister to paint his toenails with the new polish she'd gotten for Christmas, I watched as he stared down at his shiny toes and smiled.
His favorite colors are pink and purple, and he often tells people that. And given the choice between picking out a pink yo-yo or a blue yo-yo as a toy at Chuck E. Cheese's, he'll go with the pink.
All of that might seem insignificant to you (just as it does to me), and if it does, I applaud you. But, I know many, many people who would never allow their son to do those things. They would flat out forbid them.
But why? In my opinion, it's fear. It's fear that somehow allowing your son to be curious about makeup or think polish looks neat is going to mean that your son will somehow "grow up" to be gay.
But I don't think that way. It's just him being a kid. No one has told him No, that's wrong. You can't do that!! so it's never crossed his mind. And I'm so thankful that it hasn't, because that means that other people's opinions of what he should or shouldn't be doing with his life are not holding him back.
Now, I know eventually that people will get in his head and he'll think certain things are "wrong" or that he shouldn't do them because he's a boy. I can't control that.
What I can control is what he hears from me. I want my son to be the best him that he can be. And I want him to know that he has my full support as he journeys through life and tries to discover who that him really is.
When he walks into this home and into my arms, HE is safe. HE is welcome. HE is who I want to be here. Whoever that he is, is for him to decide. My job is just to let him know that HE is who I love.
I'd like to end this post with an article that a friend of my sent to me the other day. She read it and said it reminded her of how I parent. Although I can only hope to be like the amazing mother who wrote this article, I took it as a compliment. It discusses the reaction she received from her blog readers when she posted about her 6-year old son telling her that he had a crush on a popular male TV actor and the revelations she's had throughout this experience. You can read it here.
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